in the darkest of nights, most of all in the darkest hours of my life… you brought me back to life.
in the deepest recesses of my soul, i came undone of nothing i become.
in highest falls, failures, losses and mistakes of every living minute…
only you understood me.
in my dreams and sudden amnesiac tendencies… i saw you.
in the sudden breeze, breaths of fresh air, calming wind and magnificent hidden embraces as i laid in bed..
i felt you.
as i fell in the highest building, you held my hand.
i tried to escape and tried to linger in looking at the fleshy existence of the “LGBT” world of black leather jackets, fetish whims and vampire-like world…
but i never got happy.
i didn’t know why you came back for me, amidst all my shortcomings and mistakes.
but only one thing i can say…
THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU REALLY.